wtf, man.

there was a guy that pretty much tried to rape me a few months ago.
today, i saw him for the first time since then.
he greeted me with a "hey, slut!"
WHO DOES THAT.

yeah so...

...never dabbling in the friend zone ever again.








the dream (mariah carey demo) - i can't wait to hate you.

lights, camera, action

the other day i get an instant message from george telling me about how they're making a step-up 3 and were asking for asian extras. i sent an e-mail with my name and picture and got a phone call on tuesday night saying to come in the next day. good stuff =)

got up nice and early on wednesday with george and mike to go to where they were filming a scene in nyc (the scene is a dance battle that takes place in some place in underground chinatown; actual taping took place further downtown near battery park). spent a few hours just waiting around waiting to be told what to do before finally going to the set with almost 400 other extras. was on set for more than 5 hours (for a two minute dance battle scene), ate dinner, then chilled for 3 more hours before finally being dismissed.

the best part was probably just being in the holding room for several hours and meeting a lot of chill people. listening to freestyle battles, watching some guys do the single ladies dance on point, reminiscing about old school tv shows, meeting lots of aspiring actors and actresses, etc.

i also met the guy of my dreams. half-filipino, half-italian, he was BEAUTIFUL. i got his first name and where he was from but that was all i got before he got called to the set. and i didn't get a chance to talk to him afterwards. shit sucks. couldn't even properly stalk him on facebook 'cause he had a really unique first name which i have no idea how to spell.

hopefully i get a few seconds on the big screen.
hopefully he does too, so i can buy the dvd and watch him over and over again.
i wanna say i'm joking but i don't think i am 'cause i'm just a creep like that.

horoscopes.

i'm a pisces.
i didn't start paying attention to my horoscope until my pisces freshman roommate read our horoscope out for us every other day and a lot of it would be accurate. i placed it as a fixture on my igoogle homepage for kicks.

this was my july 4th horoscope:

Saturday, Jul 4th, 2009 -- In the midst of having yourself a jolly old time today, something could stop you right in your tracks. You must respond intelligently to this sobering information or things could quickly turn from bad to worse. However, facing a problem head-on could diffuse any trouble before it even occurs. Don't wait; the clock is ticking.






really...?

finally feels like summer!

after a few weeks of on-again, off-again rain, it felt like summer for the first time this past weekend. too bad my summer's half over =( but every time i go to the beach i realize how much i loooove my life.

ew i just sneezed all over my shoulder.

i've managed to keep busy this summer, working 30-40 hours at macy's every week and still love/hating that. almost done with my finance class, the final's on thursday and then i don't have to open up another textbook 'til august, yay. SO glad i didn't take that class during a regular semester. almost got fucked for the midterm because i didn't send it through fedex like he asked, and used usps which i guess didn't work too well. i seriously thought fedex was a verb, like how we associate kleenex with all kinds of tissues and... yeah i'm retarded.

a lot of good movies came out this summer... went on a date with erika and saw "up" which was one of the cutest disney movies to ever come out. it made me cry twice. "the hangover" was freakin' hilarious, and when it comes out on dvd i'm gonna watch it over and over til i pee from laughing so hard. yesterday i went to the city to watch transformers 2 in imax with a whole bunch of people. i didn't even finish watching transformers 1 until 30 minutes before i had to get on the train to go to ny haha. and harry potter comes out in a few weeks, ohhhmygoodness.

this past weekend, a bunch of us went to atlantic city to celebrate raquel's 21st birthday. personally, it would have been more fun if i were 21 but it was still a good time overall. enjoyed a beauuuutiful day just chilling on the beach with some of the girls. sun was shining, water was jellyfish free, and michael jackson songs were playing everywhere. loved ittt. luckily my sister let me borrow her camera and i was able to document the night:

shots for the birthday girl =)

my sexy ladies

i love them!

the ben to my jerry, she's the other half that makes me whole

michelle's my siamese twin.

kelvin's a good guy for putting up with how much we make fun of him lol

@ seaside!

i just want to say that i was very distraught while watching the news when i found out michael jackson was in a coma, and then i teared a little when they announced that he passed away. he was an inspiration to me as a little kid and is part of the reason i love music and dancing as much as i do.

it kinda sucks that i've been working so much lately. i just wanna dance =( don't have the time or money right now, and it shows. i'm becoming less flexible by the day and i know i'm out of shape because i went running for the first time the other day and was winded by the first 1/4 mile. my muscles are turning to mush and i feel unattractive and healthy these days. i was sore the next day which was good, therefore... life is still good cause that means i made some progress lol.

time to start learning stuff that's gonna be on this finance final. oyy.

m.o.b.

let me just say that dudes are not the only ones who think in the money-over-bitches mindset. i thought dating someone who was m.o.b. was bad (sometimes), but these crazy old ladies that work at macy's are assholes. i got a job at macy's and started on saturday. i work on commission, and these women in the i.n.c. department made me wanna quit a few hours into it. i was warned by just about every one of my co-workers that we weren't here to make friends, we were here to make money, and to watch out. didn't think they were warning me about themselves, cause i swear they are vultures, out to steal customers and sales and they're just grimey. i worked on commission at foot locker, but it was nothing like this (although one time my assistant manager and another co-worker were fighting in the back room for a box of timbs and my co-worker got sent to the emergency room...) on top of all the conniving bullshit, they're cranky as hell and need to get laid asap. luckily, i got moved to other departments with friendlier associates on the 2nd half of day one and all of day two. hopefully i never have to go back to i.n.c. because i'm gonna kill someone one day. still, nothing beats working with traina slack at foot locker, so i'm gonna man up for the next few months.

managed to get a 3.36 last semester, starting my summer off on a good note. getting to see everyone back at home. trips to the city. spending time with my whatever you wanna call him. going out to eat practically every day. going on random adventures because i can. getting over my fear of driving. going to the beach. finally getting a new phone that i can call my own. loving life. it's gonna be a good summer.

i love college but...

i miss high school.

i'm mad bored since no one else has really come home from school yet =T on friday i helped katrina get ready for prom and watched my baby girl get taken away on a white stretch limo (land rover, not quite the escalade of our epic prom 07). then i cleaned my room and came across my yearbook and read some of the stuff people wrote in it, which made me miss senior year and especially the people i've lost touch with in just two years. these might only be funny to me, but oh well, some excerpts:

athena - the assmuffin!
...i hope you don't get peed on next year in college
(lauren mcbride)

you have to keep your "big secrets" to yourself at lehigh and try not to contribute to your school's rep even if you get peer pressured.
(hall sun)

...don't let guys screw you over because i know you deserve better.
(ling)

dancing with british lads, and watching chelle-lou try to drive... some great times.
(chris verdone)

p.s. - take me to BLC!
(mike naumov)

i am the man and got you a prom date haha... be safe, i know you're crazy outside the classroom.
p.s. - you still owe me cookies!
(tom guzman)

it was great seeing the top of your head every day in physics class this year.
(mr. koenig)

haha i pissed on you!
(jason goodwin)

from physics class to england, it's all so memorable except i can't seem to remember much, but that just proves how much fun it was, right?
(laura bernescu)

dear athena, my sister, my friend, my goddess, my mentor, my mother?
(justin chen)

i've never seen a person... or a girl so blacked out in my life.
(rob chin) - the self-proclaimed independent party of team asia

you're eating donuts right now and you have powder around your mouth. you sorta look like an idiot.
(george zhang)

i will always remember you as my favorite little asian girl.
(kailash gupta)

i'll never forget you falling off my kitchen stools and falling asleep in physics.
(marcia lee)

...me and you have the power of making boys make out haha.
(gabby kotelnicki)

i'll always be here for you with my feet out, ready to be jerked off.
(michelle datuin)

drink a lot, be bad, and make me proud.
(richa pandey)

;) that's a winky smile haha
(josh lee)

love, dave pilla (your white friend)

the english exchange was amazing, even when you were... with my partner.
(steve mcfadden)

...our married life, shopping at wegmans.
(kevin chang)

...APUSH, england, BIG secret, La's room, senior assassins, mack-of-the-year, fried oreos, "emily," crazy faces... keep going after them Europeans and those criminals.
p.s. - kick a pigeon for me
p.p.s. - draw a weiner in the sand for me
he-who-nothing gets past, jason shun

from hungarians to peter pan and a globe in the face, to the smoothest prom pick-up ever...
(austin suen)

you've been such a great source of awkward observation in theory with La, I think i only ever turned around at the worst point in the conversation.
(michael harwick)

"my ass is gonna get smaller!"... remember when that branch fell on your head, shit was funny as hell and when you told el camello your grandma had a red thong on instead of you i letereally pissed in my pants.
(karla mariscal)